Work

Shift is something that hasn't bother me much, yet.

It is work regardless of the time of the day or day of the week.
It is hours spent away from things I'd rather do.
But it is something that keeps me sane and reminds me that there is always things out there that I can seek to be better at. Or skills that one can hone for the future. and that no matter how good you think you are, there are always people better and wiser up the chain.

and when things get me down for a moment or two, i try to remind myself that if there happens to be a point in time when people stop telling me where and what I should do to improve, then they've given up on me. and then I'll be left alone and will definitely stop improving (for the better). It is only when you reach those brick walls often enough that you know that you're moving forward instead of back.

and so often enough I thank whoever is upstairs that gives me the ability to sort things out even with this nasty temper and personality of mine.

Cursing and swearing is the norm there, but I need not make it a 'here' thing.

Stuff that matters

More important things than caffeine in the world.

Without them I'm only zonked.

without some other stuffs, I don't think I'll be as O-K-A-Y. or maybe I will. will you?

independent-day come faster please!

Seeking the thing(s) in order to be motivated.

There has never been much stuff that I am interested in, so right now it has been further reduced. maybe i should be amused. but am not.

looking forward to being independent at work, and not still under the 'training' phase. i don't like relying on others too much though i believe in working t-o-g-e-t-h-e-r.