Finally.. i guess i can fully understand the meaning of an optimistic pessimist..

Just imagine the end of the world.. the fallin' sky only signify we'll all die comfortable coz the fluffy clouds will ensure that we'll have an eternal good sleep.. so what's there to fear?

for a moment, i'm outta my mind. lost control of my temper.. the blood rushing to my head, my face red from the anger. no wonder there's the saying 'make my blood boil.'

i came close to screaming into the phone. and i still cant believe they cannot be bothered.
was thinking that if they try to settle the thing nicely, then i might just forget about it. But well, since i waste so much time and effort on it, i better chase them till i get it. it's mine in the first place. this is the time when i want to curse and swear yet i cant due to the limited vocab.

i cant be bothered to be nice to them as well. i've been very polite to them for the past year. why shldnt i do what i like for the last time? it's nt as if i'll be seeing them in the future. oh great. they can go on with their childish non-sensical games in FO. but i wont be joining in.