30 and counting.

Down to everything that makes a difference in life, and knowing that at the end of whatever I'm looking forward to brings about a new cycle of the next big thing.

Just like the window period of dilemma 2 years ago when I was contemplating whether to take up the free money in return for my youth; to halfway through the bond and still counting, down to the day where I'm really free- contractually.

Like anticipating the days to a get-away to the planning of the next big trip at the end of the 1st.

Like forever playing catchup with yourself not knowing when to stop, or ever wanting to.

I got the Kuching trip at the end of Jan, the Italy trip at the end of March, maybe a Taiwan trip somewhere in July, followed by another big trip at the end of the year. I was thinking of Egypt in October, but that'll wipe out my entire savings so we shall see.

Recently work has been shitty. In the sense that I was so burn out at the end of the day I don't feel like doing anything more than engage in mindless stuff. I can almost see the extra maybe $50 bucks at the end of next month as a reward for this month's crazy workload. Like that amount of money can make up for my loss in other areas.