Spoilt brat. Really am.

18th birthday i went on a cruise with my family and relatives.
19th birthday i got a purple gold ring from my mom.
20th birthday i got a hp laptop. (not even 20 yet! = )

Told my dad i want a supp card for my 21st birthday. lolx.. It's meant to be a joke but it doesnt really hurt to just pray hard.. ^.~

Guess there's pretty much nothing more in life than i can ask for. or rather, nothing much i want (now). Marketers always say that there is no end to wants, even the economists say so. Then again, there is no want if there is no desire AND liking is not equal to wanting. It's like saying 'the ocean is beautiful' when u have hydrophobia.

However, it's always nice to have pleasant surprises.. who doesnt? lolx.. It's like there is no dead weight loss in society plus the receiver benefits in the sense that he or she might not even be aware that he/she might enjoy the particular gift given, or that the gift is only accessible to the giver.

Wanted to buy myself something but couldnt find any. Gave up. shall just shop aimlessly and find sth that i happen to think i like and make do with it. Guess i'm still in what E.Erikson would say: 4th stage- identity vs identity confusion stage.

oh great. more abt marketing, econs & social work and my brain is certified fried.