went for a class gathering that i wasnt really invited to go by coincidence.
joined the gang but nv talk much.. the rest are pretty much the same after so long. realised how much i've aged, not them. our social circles never cross. even though we're in the same area, sitting at the same table, trying hard to make ourselves comfortable in each other's presence, i guess there's still no connection. it's kinda sad knowing that i spent 2 whole years of my life with a group of pple than i cant really find a common focal point with. i tried, so hard to find sth to talk about- school. but then again, like what they say, pls lor, talking abt school on a weekend. how nice! seriously speaking, other than that, and another common question 'do u have a bf now?', we have like not much common topics.

kinda pathetic how things turn out. but they wont die without having me as a friend since we have never been getting along fantastically... on the contrary, it's weird when we meet up suddenly and have to get use to that strange unfamiliar interpersonal relationship that plainly shows that u're trying too hard for sth that hasnt been achieved in the past and will never turn out well in the future (at least for this lifetime).

Glad that doesnt happen to everyone ard me. i'm pretty comfortable with meeting some friends that i haven been seeing in ages and picking the friendship where we left off knowing that certain things will never change and they're here to stay. what a nice phrase. here to stay. it's like living in a comfort zone knowing there are things that will keep u rooted. yes~ it's the anchored feeling we're attached to.