November 19, 2006

Some time-out ytd.
Was rather pissed with myself for sleeping in till the late afternoon and waking up for diner instead of breakfast. Very angry at myself for not having done anything related to the coming exams. So i went to release my pent-up emotions via an efficient outlet. Recharged, and ready to go but NOT in the mugging area. I ended up packing my drawer AND rearranging my notes, which both come up to a HUGE pile. The notes make me so depressed and i wonder how i am able to get started. Tried very hard to recall what i did during the study-week in poly and realised i cant even remember. i think i studied for the last few subjects first and ended off the week with the more recent papers. I THINK. seriously speaking, i think i will sit back and recall all these nonsense AFTER the exams and think - WHAT A JOKE. that is, if i managed to clear everything. and really, i think i'm able to, if i quit blogging and doing things that arent on the top of my prority list right now. Sorry, correction. shld be things that SHOULD NOT be on my priority list right now. But unimportant things seem to get more urgent the more you don't want to think about them. i think it's call relative comparison or sth. So today is sunday, i spent another half a day slacking and will be spending another half day with my aunts and cousins, plus having steamboat for dinner. GOSH~ can life get any better?

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