February 10, 2007

My sis got back her Os results today.. That reminds me of the day i went back to collect mine. Wearing the high school U for the last time, sitting in the school hall listening to all those plan-for-your-future talks and the last time sharing your dreams with your high school mates... I remembered the moment they called my name, the feeling when i stood up with hesitation and later with pride, the handshakes, the hugs, the smiles and the tears..

but no matter how hard i try, i cant recall what i did after that. i guess we must have went out for celebration or sth, promising to keep in contact forever... sadly, our forever became never as we got frustrated with only able to get Jas thru tempura maki, some work issues at Sakae, some VCD cover issue, meeting up to go to school issue, and before i forget, MAURICE!

all in all, guess the problem lies in us having the same personality trait.. not enthu enough to take the initiative to organise gatherings and such.. Maybe we tried (a couple of time), and gave up altogether coz of the consecutive failures that led to a pathetic success rate.. Guess we all have more important things in life at that point in time and when we want to turn back time, it's too late..

cant believe it has been 4 years since i graduated.. recalled some of the goals i set when i stood clutching that piece of paper in the all 4 years back.. some of them have been met so maybe i ought to set more?

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