This year, besides being thankful of the fact that i'm a chinese and have 2 chances a year for new beginnings, i have little else to be happy and excited about. I'm long over the honeymoon period of slacking and enjoying my days as the deadlies draw near. Besides that, i cant celebrate CNY for 2 years running and i guess tomorrow's reunion dinner will be a weird affair coz my grandpa wont be at the table with us, kicking start a new year. by right, we cant even have a reunion dinner. but seriously, we need to get over things.. so i rejoice that my term break coincides with CNY, even though it seems like the school cheated us of 2 days break.. anyway, this year CNY will be filled with gatherings, shows, gambling and studying.. term tests are right after the break.