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i finally know the reason for my horrible temper.. i'm a tiger born in the lunar bing yu year.. that means my element is FIRE.. now with that, everything seems to make sense.. fiery, fury and frustration ARE second nature.. lolx..

So it's down to ONE tutorial, ONE mid-sem and 2 proj meetings for next week plus 2 more presentations the week after.. i'll just take things one week at a time.. gone were the days where living day to day is the norm. now i consider that a luxury though theoretically i'm still living life that way..

all i read in the papers the past week were articles on organ donation, Hota and what not. i dont mean (but want to) discriminate some pple.. but their thinking is irksome.. maybe mine is as bad to them but who cares.. some silly person (read: idiot) said that she opted out coz she didnt know how the system works then but after that harvest-liver-wait-then-cannot-liao incident, she got an idea so she's opting out.. BUT she claims that she has nothing against the scheme so she'll definitely opt in AGAIN sometime later. these kuku pple.. wonder how many of these pple are out there.. i can find no other reason they do this (opt out then in) except they have too much free time and want to waste administrative resources.. cant they even have a stand? you have one life. live it. you can be indecisive for ALL the small stuff in life. things like what to eat for dinner, where to go, which movie to watch, what transport to take, which mall to shop, what clothes to buy.. BUT cant they even decide on a simple thing like what they want to do should the journey ends in an accident or when the body if functioning but the brain is dead? i totally understand that some pple opt out due to other beliefs that are stronger, things like they believe (coz they religion convinced them) that you should not touch the eye or donate your cornea when you're dead coz your eyes are suppose to be the light in the other side, when u continue your journey to the nether world. i can accept this kinda reasons for opting out.. and Muslims by default are out. they can opt in though.. these, but not some bizarre excuses.. maybe they can take time to IMAGINE how it's like to be able to save 3-4 more lives (if possible) when u legally disappear from the face of the earth, and how your family will feel when they know that though you're no longer with them, a part of you still lives.. and think about the pple on the receiving end.. how great it is to be able to touch a life, with the last thing you do a good deed.. gain some good karma before you move on.. and it's a privilege given to a handful.. ... ... oh.. i take pleasure knowing that those pple who opt out of the scheme will be the LAST on the waiting list should they EVER need a transplant. meaning, an eye for an eye. (read: haha. you're NEVER going to have a transplant so u can jolly well wait, count down to THE date and make whatever preparations needed after you're gone).

say aye. love the way this scheme works.. especially the sorry-you-didn't-want-this-benefit-in-the-first-place-so-now-that-you-need-it-i'm-sorry-but-too-bad-it's-never-to-be-given-to-you-again deal.lolx.. crazy childish thoughts on a saturday night. lolx..