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Yellow light(s)...
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The shock of knowing the news of Jas's new 17 yr old bf and seeing him. 4 years our junior. gosh~ and so what if he's now working with chef E that so many of my frens admire? Frankly speaking, it's beyond my imagination. Coz he's even younger than my bro AND sis, and smaller size than them..

I'm not against, or for it. But maybe coz my clique knows the Tempura Maki story, all the way from prom till Sakae till April's fool till now.. Like Ching, i feel that it's really not worth it. Really. All the years. Gone to waste.

This kinda situation would be better accepted if it happens like 5-8 years down. I dun understand how JC made the decision there and then. 3 times. ONLY. and even so, why Temp maki let her go? just like that.

Seriously, i know i am in no position to comment. Then again, i feel a little helpless seeing a friend i know since Primary 1 making decisions that I THINK is irrational and not being able to help, or rather not knowing what i can do or say to help. Seriously, i think nothing i say will get into her head.. That's the disadvantage of knowing someone for like 15 years of your life. You don't even want to try. Coz u know the outcome, and the energy can be out to better use instead.

whatever it is, time will tell.

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Met up with Huiz last night and as usual, we lost track of time chatting at the void deck.
Met char in the train today. Same cabin. Talk about coincidences. All the crazy things we did in school, the things that happened after that.. Being in different places, but having memories that belong to the same time and place. Knowing that sometimes an exchange of words is not needed. Silence IS a response/reaction.

There's this issue meeting old friends and new ones. There's no need to response if i dun want to or dun find a need to. I dont have to constantly think of some stuff to say or react.. can't enjoy keep my mouth shut without someone else asking things like 'are u alright' and 'u look very tired.' the lame answers that follow the redundant questions doesnt matter, seriously.

knowing personality traits make my life easier and difficult at the same time. Easier as i wont get upset over certain actions. Difficult coz i know that there's no point raising my blood pressure over something i know is the norm.

Requests. requests. requests.