I don't remember the last time I was this heavy.

For all I know, 45 is the normal weight, but am hovering much lesser than that as of now.

My initial plan of donating blood 4 times a year seems to diminish as my body adjust to the nutritional balance of my food intake and state of mind.

and i wonder just how much more to go before I should see a doctor.

some days I stepped into the washroom only to realise that I don't recognise the face I see in the mirror.

and yes, that scares me to death.

so i return to those things that make me happy. yes, the sources of happiness.