Today I saw this girl with a bouquet of white cala lilies with baby's breath and was in a daze thinking how nice it will be on the receiving end of that. I no longer receive flowers on normal days just because someone wants to make my day. Or to see me smile.
I think the acne medicine is messing with my hormones. I feel like crying.
March 25, 2011
March 17, 2011
The older I get the more I find tt I no longer derive much happiness from material gains.
I miss those days when a $3.90 eyeshadow or a sample size $8 perfume makes my day.
And eating at restaurants with friends seem like such a big deal for an outing.
Not to forget picking THE outfit to wear.
The days go by. The days gone by. The days tt went away.
I miss those days when a $3.90 eyeshadow or a sample size $8 perfume makes my day.
And eating at restaurants with friends seem like such a big deal for an outing.
Not to forget picking THE outfit to wear.
The days go by. The days gone by. The days tt went away.
Oversimplification- and the art of reduction to nothingness
The preparation for the wedding is stressing me out.. Sometimes I wonder if it'll be easier if we pay someone to organize and recommend everything. I think tt someday I'll cry over the slightest detail tt I miss out on my big day. And it doesn't help tt we can't seem to find time to search for even the ideal restaurant on top of working ard my shiftwork. There are a lot A LOT of things a girl wants on her big day. I want it to be simple but not oversimplified. So I feel v helpless when the thing seems to reduce to nothingness.
I'm tired. I thought we can live on love and love alone. I thought that because we love each other we want to give in to everything so that the other party can be happy. But it felt like we've reached a wall this time round, for 2 indecisive people coming together and working on a plan isn't such a Gd idea after all. We ended up waiting for decisions to be made and plans to form. Sometimes I think tt my mood swings are just my subconscious telling me tt the I-want-to-get-married-after-30-syndrome hasn't really gone away.
Everything happens for a reason, or so I believe. For 2 people to meet at the right time, right place and looking ahead in the same direction is what makes things right in this lifetime. Meeting THE ONE. I have. Have you?
rearranging my mind so that there'd be room for him to stay.
He stayed. And tts all that matter.
I'm tired. I thought we can live on love and love alone. I thought that because we love each other we want to give in to everything so that the other party can be happy. But it felt like we've reached a wall this time round, for 2 indecisive people coming together and working on a plan isn't such a Gd idea after all. We ended up waiting for decisions to be made and plans to form. Sometimes I think tt my mood swings are just my subconscious telling me tt the I-want-to-get-married-after-30-syndrome hasn't really gone away.
Everything happens for a reason, or so I believe. For 2 people to meet at the right time, right place and looking ahead in the same direction is what makes things right in this lifetime. Meeting THE ONE. I have. Have you?
rearranging my mind so that there'd be room for him to stay.
He stayed. And tts all that matter.
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