Christmas is 12 months early this year coz my parents are acting so much like santa.. No new year mood (as usual), but happiness is in the air. I cant even remember my Dad giving his stern face. geesh.. that IS a miracle..

I used to think that the number of new clothing i buy and put on each CNY sort of signify the amount of luck, happiness and good fortune that will come my way the entire year. This year, i have not a single piece of new clothing but it is definitely my best in the years since my grandma's death.. i guess the fortune god must have stopped by this year..

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during this 'happy times', i've been thinking whether it's fair to keep helping those who don't want to help themselves... they're juz like a hole with a bottomless pit.. no matter how hard u try, it is juz impossible to fill.. okie.. must think happy thoughts...