January 24, 2008

Half truths = lies??

Told a half truth. Not really a half truth but rather, what i was thinking seemed true yet after serious consideration, sounds like a lie. Maybe i should have said otherwise but then again, it doesnt matter. really. At least not at this point in time.

If i'm saying what i think is true yet it turns out that the truth is sitting on a fence, like so many of us do, then what have i done? told a lie?

Whatever it is, i guess we still think about what others think of us more than they actually do. So i shall let it go at that.

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VL was saying it MAY BE possible for an introvert to be high self monitoring, since there's the saying - still water runs deep. I've taken 3 gigantic steps in 2 days, and have been on 'impulse agreeable' mode for the entire week.

Went for handball match today at the netball court. and boy~ dont i missed sports! I missed the cheering till you feel your voice cracking, i missed shouting goodness-know-whether-the-players-can-hear-what-i-say cheers, i missed the desire for victory that is shared with everyone in the same team, i missed the silent smiles and nods that are exchanged on the field, the absolute trust between teammates and such..

When entries veer towards this kind of direction, i know i'm closer to where i want to be, who i want to be, what i want to be. All it takes is that little effort. BRING IT ON!

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