Distracted

Distracted. really. and at a loss as to what to do.
At the same time I sense independence slipping away.
So what am i to do if there's no one else to turn to?

My mind was empty all morning. and i screwed up at the subject pool. I have no idea why the hell i'd make the decision to offer 6 when i could have said 4 or even 2. It's really really illogical. Guess i wasnt thinking right today.

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Someone is ignoring me. =(

and it doesnt help that i've work buried up till my neck so much so that it takes all my energy not to suffocate. am trying real hard to obtain school-life-work balance, and the irony is that i seem to be set for failure.

so i have to keep convincing myself.
that i am strong. i am STRONG. i AM STRONG. I AM STRONG.