I know I've said it like a million times

My shift work not only eats into the time I should be setting aside for my social life, but it's affecting my physical, mental and emotional health.

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So most days I need a safe harbour to turn to, much like kids hiding under their blankets thinking that the monster in the closet will leave them alone if they cannot be seen.

Some days it's scary knowing that my safe harbour sometimes get hit by tsunamis and the monsters are going to get me after all.

and all this is making me angry because i'm not in control.

feeling insecure..