if given a choice, would i want a peaceful life or a tough one? i guess the answer is pretty straightforward. but life doesnt always go the way we want it to.. so it's not our area of control because we're not given a choice. we all want to have an easy and peaceful life.. but why are we always facing circumsances than, given a choice, we would like to do without?? we are never gonna to be in control.. but we thought we are.. that, is the illusion of control. succumb to power.

had lunch with a colleague from club floor. she was telling me that i am much more mature than others my age. in terms of attiude and behaviour. well, it's a fact i look much older too.. they tell me things that are not tangible.. so how am i to know if what they say is what they meant??

sometimes pple say things for the sake of saying them. how then do you tell whether it's sincere or not? sometimes they say the words you wanna hear. how do you tell then, whether they really want to say it? maybe right from the start, it's just assumptions on our part..

the interview didnt go as well as i thought.. but i went through it in a breeze.. my most pressure-free interview as of yet.. didnt realise i sounded so bo chap till aining's 'analysis'. boy~ i must have sounded rude.. but who cares.. that A-MAZE-IN a place.. damn..

finished blogging and i saw one of my contact's nick in msn
"people my age like to dress and act like an adult but they know they are still a si gina..
" lolx.. i am still a si ginah.. si si si si siao ar..

now let's hope other things go well.. countdown.. 10 more days.. to freedom...