They couldnt believe i am not even 20. My shifu told me when she was my age, she gave birth to a baby boy. *faintz... but she's a malay. that explains everything huh...

made an expensive blunder at work on saturday and that causes the hotel to not be able to charge the agent one night's stay.. that is equivilant to about 200 bucks.. i kept thinking i'm new, i have room for improvement and the things i do have a certain of degree of tolerant for mistakes.. but then, though i'm new to that department, i've been there for like 11 months.. that's close to a year of my youth wasted.. but they allowance it out in the end and the matter was closed. i guess that made me exceptionally careful to get EVERYTHING out in black and white so that i have prove of things that i committed.

the assistant RM was telling me to find a guy that likes me more than i like him.. correction.. is a guy that loves me even though i dont really like him.. was citing her own example and such.. aunties nowaday have nothing much to do except storytelling to the next generation things that they regret NOT doing so that we can help them fulfil what they missed out in life. after my turn, another male colleague suffered.. she went on and on and on telling him how to choose a gf even though he already has one.. pple.. they're always like that.. just because they themselves are not brave enough to face whatever situaiton they went thru in the past, they can and should pass on hope to the newer generation thinking that as these younger pals live in a more comfortable setting, they should be able to do whatever that they deemed as impossible in the past..

signs of fatigue.. the start of blabbering... night.