It doesnt take much for me to realise i'm right in my decision to go for something of my interest instead of vying for better performance in you-know-that's-where-all-the-money-is.

Just 2 lectures into the module, i know i'm not cut out for it. Halfway into the semester, i find myself thinking i know some stuff yet am still as confused as ever over most. those negative vibes come strongest during tutorials, when MODEL answers are right in front of your face. No matter how i see it, there's always a huge gap between knowing what you should do and actually applying the right formula to obtain the correct solutions, and it doesnt console me that i have good know ledge about the former and a hate-hate relationship with the latter.