Nothing much to look forward to. or rather no expectation.

in front of the invisible line that separates 20 and 21, knowing that there's noway i can hesitate but to step across.

I know there's a million other pple out there who has been kind enough to advise me to hold an extravagant party, minus the E part. For memory sake or what-so-ever i have no idea, but i think their view on this is that it's a milestone, an age-related one.

but since i guess i am as old as i think i am, it doesnt seem to matter, at least for now.

Maybe i'll look back and regret my decision(s) now, but one thing i am certain of- i believe my future self will be able to handle the post-effects, come what may.