October 31, 2007

People born under the sign of Libra are exceptionally indecisive.

Caught at the crossroad without knowing which way i should move, as if every single step i take will topple the scale.

Cost AND opportunity cost. i dislike that.

When stuff happens and u realize that all that matters actually boils down to one single thing- money, that's when i reconfirm my beliefs:

Money is the root of all evil.

Constantly reminding myself NOT TO succumb to the temptation of not giving thanks, taking stuff for granted, thinking the world owes me a living (AS IF). It was here first anyway.

Between knowing and wanting what to do, i'll opt for the more conservative approach. It's not as if i don't take risks. It's just that when i can see dark clouds looming ahead, why would i want to go charging into the storm unless i can be sure there aint lightning?

Enough of all the self-reminders.. if this goes on i can be sure i'm going to start talking in 3rd person.

To lighter stuffs..
Last practise session of the semester. A perfect ending. all within range.

If i can take away some of the laziness and inconsistencies in me, i believe archery will be an entire different thing to me.
Should i be more motivated, more discipline, more focused. who knows how different i'd regard this sport? How many times have i given myself prep talks, mental training but STILL fail to meet my own expectations? That is- IF i overcome all the above odds, which requires much determination and optimism and given that i started the para with IF and SHOULD, the answer is pretty much obvious.

and Passion is nothing unless coupled with discipline and discipline is nothing without commitment.

maybe i'll find the fuel in my next lifetime. Then- i'm sure to have 2 stones handy.

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