bored. to tears.

i sat beside the hospital bed feeling helpless. there's only so much u can do. and you leave the rest to fate.

the doctors told us that it's serious. i dunno whether to feel bad about it coz they have the kinda oh-well-he's-just-too-old-can't-help-it kinda face or to feel good coz it'll mean the end to 7 years of suffering.

the older we get, the more we learn to let go, or the more we should learn to hold on?