oh great. 2 weeks have passed, even before i have the chance to wave sayo to carefree life in preparation for uni.

made the decision to quit last month so that i'll have ample time to rest, and start anew. then again, my 'start-anews' have also been unsuccessful (for as long as i can remember).

To my friends out there, many thanks for your concern. I'm fine now. really.
Just that everytime i walk pass his room, i'll sneak a peep to find the bed and sofa gone.
Maybe i shld grieve for a longer period of time. but then again, there is only so much u can do when ur tears run dry. Right now i cant find a reason good enough for the tear to drop. memories are just moments to remember, or so i choose to believe.

I know i shldnt be harping on the same issue over and over agin but somehow, i know guilt will come creeping if i start to forget.. when i start to move on, i'll leave him behind. just like i did her. it's just that i'll think of the person lesser each time until i wont remember if i dun remind myself.. but well, isnt that a good sign?

everytime i go overseas, i'll make it a point to let something go. come back with a lighten heart i suppose. with my head up in the clouds, i set off on a journey wanting to leave a part of me behind deliberately so that i can prepare myself for more things to come. that might be the reason why i tend to want to return to places that i've been to. in search of memories maybe. Most i've succeeded, some i failed. but as far as i am concern, this is enough.

i need a hug back then. was thinking it is the world's best anti-depressant.
thanks for your offer ching. (=

life has in store surprises aplenty. my 1st marketing lec i sat beside this girl who intro herself as ching ching. for a moment i was *huh, come again.. how do you spell it?
then i saw Dara in my social work lec. and i am actually having the tourism sociology cls together with meng yong and xiao ling. talking about coincidences. of course the someone above doesnt always have in store lovely stuff. but well, i like the okay VS not-okay ratio.

right now, the only thing i can think about is going overseas and not studies. call me a tortise. i dun care. krabi will be nice, but Aust is a better option - further out anyway.