August 01, 2006

there goes my last day in TMS.

i wasnt touched, but i felt like crying.

the FOM treated me to lunch (i had a 1hr 45 mins break), together with my rsvns mngr and assistant mngr plus the admin exec.
it's just that i never expected her to show any appreciation coz i was there just to 'help out' as a temp staff and didnt get to work with her directly.
so maybe it's just an excuse to eat out with a group of pple..

my department peeps said lots of nice farewell words. they gave me taka vouchers as a gift coz they say they dun really hav any idea what to get me. it's just that one line inside the env and my eyes got teary.

i started missing all their dialect converastions and emotional expressions even before i left.
i stood at the checkpoint thinking this may well be the last time i get to punch in and out.

then i start regretting i haven say farewell to my fav security guard, the 2 very friendly aunties, Rai, Doreen, Mr. Tay, Jimmy, Caleen, Cassandra and so on.. these are the few pple that i really enjoyed working with in this organisation that i slogged for 15 months. and i still cant believe it's been 15 long months. i once told myself that the longest time i'll ever stay in the same organisaiton is probably a year. and i'm now over that limit.

had a rather empty day today. no fulfilment, no sense of achievement. not even tiredness. i'm starting to enjoy the kinda exhausted feeling that leads to the desire to want to have a good rest. maybe that's what all working adults are looking for at the end of the day. a comfort spot to recharge.

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