29th April:
There's this sense of direction-less after MA paper today, like nothing i do will ever concern what I've learnt. As if two parallel lines will run into infinity. I'll cope with the helplessness and feeling of emptiness somehow. and this time round it's so much more bearable.
I'll be leaving next friday. In 10 days time i'll wave farewell to all that i love and embark on a journey with the return tix set for over a hundred days away. Somewhere where help is a phone call away, but different time zones. I suppose i'll get through it, but whether i'll spend a good many days thinking about the sunny singapore and its habitants i dunno.. but i suppose feeling cold AND alone makes any situation seems worse than it is, if it isn't so in the first place. aint going to trouble myself thinking of the what-ifs. coz i know that it's something i want to do, regardless of what happened or not along the way.
Living life the way i feel like in any point in time IS living life to the fullest. yes, and we can always believe in the better tomorrows if all else fails..
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